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I’ve been inactive for about a month or two. I’ve done some things during that time that would greatly concern my bishop. I have a desire to return to church, but I never get anything out of the last two hours there, and sometimes not even during sacrament. I’ve felt the spirit in other churches, and I’ve read so much online telling me 500 reasons why I should just leave the church. It’s either true or it isn’t, and if it isn’t, it’s a blatant lie, and not something I want to be a part of. 

recently, I believe I received an answer to one of my prayers, because a thought popped into my head that didn’t feel like my own: “All churches have some truth to them. Go with what feels natural.” But the thing is, of course the Mormon church feels natural. It’s what I chose to be baptized into. Other churches are nice, too, though… just different.

I have this struggle battling inside me and I’m not quite sure what to do about it. Any suggestions out there?